I'm just a kid.

I miss this, too much.

Fri, 22 May 2009 18:28:47 GMT

Shifty eyed.

Wed, 20 May 2009 21:23:33 GMT

Here we sit all shifty eyed,
every last one of us.
Everyone is afraid of everyone else
and dancing around the fact that:
the only person, that can truly hurt you, is yourself.

So what are we so afraid of? Really?
We whine about how we look and cry about obsessions
& dare ourselves to fail..
avoiding the strength it actually takes to do so.

what are we really dreaming of when we close our eyes?
Close our minds from the forbidden past
Blocks.
For fear of... fear of what exactly?
well, here we sit all shifty eyed and nervous
Afraid to die.

But really,
more afraid to live.

Oh and-

Sat, 16 May 2009 23:11:14 GMT

Check it out!

winnie the pooh...

Sat, 16 May 2009 23:09:39 GMT

has a way with words.
Call me crazy,
but I wish when I was younger I understood the lyrics.

Take a moment to watch these.
:)

You're a D.A.B.!

Sat, 16 May 2009 22:34:13 GMT

i know.

Haaha, Bre and I - DABBY as fuck.

WAH WAH WAHH WAHH WAHH

but wait,

Tue, 05 May 2009 20:17:48 GMT

Having a boyfriend,

means breaking up.

I definantly think too far into things.

Someone

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 04:36:36 GMT

Worth keeping around?

Someone- willing to stick around.

Oh sup Nick I like you.

the end.

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:40:23 GMT

Try being a lady

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 10:47:40 GMT

Some say hey- try being a lady,

Okay bitch i will if you promise to fucking pay me.
Lady like? Oh you mean a dyke always ready to fight
cause if you touch me i might just fucking fight,
fuck it i will.
I got too much gutter flying from my tongue
If it was 92, NWA would have appeared to be nuns
cause I'm just saying the reals of life, and obvious ones.
Pussy dudes lift weights i'm a woman i lift tons.

Try being a lady ?
Oh you mean you want me to act catty and shady,
play with me like a doll, degrade me then trade me?
Use me as your trophy so that you can parade me?
Use my pussy to only birth babies?
Be your damsel in distress so a prince can save me?
Hmmm, HOW BOUT NOT!
Cause if my tongue was a trigger you'd have just been shot.
Get real i'mma stay inappropriate till I fukking rot.
I don't talk about love, I don't talk about sex, I don't talk about things that'll put your dick on erect.
I won't pour you some tea, I won't bake you some cookies,
I won't be your next Ciara singing about my goodies.
I won't speak when I'm spoken to, how about I speak when I choose,
I don't care if you the press, I'm gonna speak my views.
I won't be what you want, I won't be what you ask,
how about some of you LADIES show your real face- cause I've already ripped off my mask,
I won't cooperate with you
and the ones who do- follow these rules- I do pity these fools
cuz evidently they're stupid enough to drown themselves
in kiddie pools.

Cause I'm a knuckle popping, cock-blocking, dollar-stocking,
ear-shocking, brain-rocking, use the mic time for the tick-tocking,
boot-knocking, word-stocking, crude talking young lady,
Ima gut you up with triggerous word that'll make you shut up,
leave you fucked up.
I'm going to take your anti feminist views and skew them into confetti,
leave you wraught by my word's machete.
So go ahead and talk about how I need to contain my self,
should've insaned myself.
So you're mad now? I'll make you mad till you're sick.
How about this?!
I'll get a sex change operation so that you and half of America can officially suck my DICK.

Now wait, maybe I've been too much of a smart ass and gave too much lip to you,
How about this? I'm gonna put my hand on my hip for you,
is this lady like enough for you,

FUCK YOU
See none of this shit phased me,
I just want you all to think of me the next time you suggest someone to
try being a damn lady

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:18:12 GMT

Nothing takes the blue out of the sky
or the shine out of the sun
or the caress out of the breeze
like good old-fashioned

unrequited love.

hey heres something

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 09:29:25 GMT

not so negative.

why do I care?

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 03:04:45 GMT

The resounding question of the past 4 years.
WHY DO I CARE?

fuck you.

choke.

Sobering up.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 07:02:04 GMT

buckle up kelsie.
this is gonna be one hell of a ride.

Drugs have done nothing good for my life as of lates.
Becca and I figured it out:
"why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?"

I'm not a slut,
but I've been easy.

& those days are over.

life is so good.
life is getting better.
life will stay better.

POSITIVETHINKING

fuck.

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 08:34:39 GMT

I am done,

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 01:56:25 GMT

mistaking kindness for weakness.

I will never again stoop to conquer.

Never again.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 22:27:31 GMT

Fool me once- shame on you.
fool me twice- shame on me.

You couldn't give me what i needed.
& I obviously was having the same problem

I'll ALWAYS be here for you,
but I'll never again be with you.

I've gone in search of my smile,
& I'm doing good.

its cool.

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:08:26 GMT

its like me to get my hopes up.

nnnnnnnoooooooo

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 08:07:40 GMT

Definantly not ready for commitment.

Sagittarius is the bachelor sign for a reason.

dont tie me down, I'll run.

2nd chances?

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 06:10:40 GMT

you used all those.
:)

OVER IT!

ahahahaha.

hopeful>hopeless

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 02:41:01 GMT

"Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over,

it turned into a butterfly."

I've always been overly optmistic.
So I'm trying to keep my expectations low.
But I still have hope.

I still have way too much hope.

come back?

BECCA NICOLE SCHUBERT IS MY NUMBER ONE
<3

beleive it or not.

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 02:24:41 GMT

I'm really happy.
suprise?

this is what four am makes you into:

you actually make me forget for awhile.
I like it,
i like this.
You've suprised me.
in a good way.
:)

ankle moniters

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 23:59:49 GMT

they should all explode.

i miss popo happyhappylovedays bad cake baking

baby times praising the lord and what not.

As for YOU

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 01:21:18 GMT

The last thing I need is a white horse and some shining armor.

too late for me & you.
sorry.

Happiness?

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 08:00:21 GMT

I could get used to this.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 04:55:21 GMT

I literally am crazy.

cooooool.

Becca Nicole Schubert keeps me alive.
No joke.